She’s such a tool

Let’s dissect spiraling out
what it means to only me
not crashing out
not lashing out
not the definition of an aficionado
this is all about
riding the infinite wave
of possibility and potentiality
dampening my chakras
escaping spirit snaring web 
observing it spinning
via my third eye
letting go of the 
little monsters calculating
escaping the cave 
searching for light
slipping a ring
on one finger
another
and another
bleeding 
believing
gold is power
I’m diverging from the path 
others are meandering on
I’m
bending
breathing 
as it comes 
I’m
bigger than 
ring or finger
cave and light
this is my understanding
or misunderstanding
of embracing randomness
and spiraling out
I’m not over analyzing
it’s a momentary thought.